This is such a great set of magnets!
Thursday, July 14, 2016
Welcome...
This was us at Christmas of 2014...
This is me and the four boys that fill my heart, my days and tolerate my craziness.
Fast forward to today...
Our life has been filled trying to find a new normal.
How to accept our new normal.
How to put on a happy face.
How to be happy for our boys, Logan and Liam.
How to teach them acceptance,
How to teach them acceptance,
when we can't accept things ourselves.
For 8 years it was just Jon, Connor and I.
Our world, our ENTIRE world was Connor.
Connor lost a tooth that day & Logan moved to the step down unit of the NICU |
When Connor was 8, in 2007 I got pregnant with Logan and Riley. They were identical twins. They developed Twin To Twin Transfusion Syndrome. I helped to co-author a book called Forever Linked A Mother's Journey Through Twin to Twin Transfusion Syndrome. We had emergency laser surgery when I was 18 weeks pregnant in the hopes to save them. I was on bed rest until 28 weeks when they were born. Riley died when they were 4 days old. Logan had heart surgery when he was 6 days old. He was the smallest baby to have had the procedure. The hospital included a story about how he overcame the odds called A Tiny Heart in their quarterly magazine. Logan spent 11 weeks in the NICU.
We learned to lean on each other, to appreciate each other.
In 2011 our rainbow baby, Liam was born
Connor's first question - What color is his hair?! He couldn't believe it wasn't red! |
Most of all he brought us a great deal of healing.
He reminded us how much we had, how lucky we were.
His birth without intention bought the sunshine back into our lives.
In 2013 we moved to North Carolina
Connor on the way home with his new pup. |
Our move was primarily to raise the boys in a slower world. We had everything we had hoped.
We had chickens and ducks.
We even had 13 baby ducks the first summer.
4th of July 2014. We all made tie-dye shirts and played games. |
Our kids were thrilled.
We were elated.
Connor had wanted a dog.
We had gotten a giant lap dog, a Pyrenees named Finley.
Life was great.
In August of 2015 Connor had surgery to correct his broken nose. He came home very much out of it. Less than 48 hours later he was in cardiac arrest in our living room.
This was not how things should have gone.
We spent 12 hours in the hospital. He was gone. We were forced to remove life support. That day we became more broken than I could have ever imagined possible.
Now 6 months later, I can't say we have been able to pick up the pieces. We have swept them into a pile. We are dealing. Some days are better than others, but few are great. I can't remember a genuinely great day in the last 6 months.
We will get better, we have to. We will never forget what we lost. We have to focus on what we had. Connor was amazing, I was often told that he was an old soul. My heart hurts everyday.
We put on our happy face and get through it. We have to...
I will be updating often. I'm a bit of an oversharer.....If you enjoy wierdos, your in the right place. Stick around and you'll soon agree!
Wednesday, July 13, 2016
How I became my kids' Favorite Parent!
To Bidet or not to Bidet?
iPhone Protection in a bundle....
This is a great bundle from FlexGear.
The kit includes a protective clear shock absorbing case, a glass screen protector, dust removal tool, wet wipe and a bonus stand!
It was a bit difficult to line everything up just right, but come on who didn't know that would be a pain?
The screen protector has 3D touch support and HD clarity, I mean, you want to enjoy that beautiful screen, right!?
The case is really easy to put on and everything lines up really well. It wraps around to the front to provide protection to the face of the phone as well.
Amazon has it all for under $12!
Check it out on Amazon.
I received this product at a discount in exchange for my HONEST review.
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My Favorite Line of Beauty Products!
Get healthy with Changa Tea
I have never tried Chaga tea, but with all of the health benefits I decided to give it a try.
I read that this tea supports optimal human function, healthy blood sugar levels and the body's natural ability to detoxify.
This tea is natures most powerful medicinal antioxidant with over 215 phytonutrients which help repair cell damage from free radicals and keeps the body's cells young and supple.
When I received the bag I was shocked. The bag is about the size of a single serving tea bag!
I read on to find out that I only need about 1/6 of a teaspoon each day to receive the benefits of the tea. There are over 50 servings in this little bag!
I was surprised to see that the tea is very fine, not at all like typical tea.
It is nice that this is a caffeine free tea.
Check it out on Amazon.
I received this product at a discount in exchange for my HONEST review.